and these past few days

been a bit hard but able to cope. I decided to take him out of my messenger so I would not see him frequently and have the urge to message him. I do miss talking to him but it was not my call to decide on this. I just faced the reality of it.

i can get through this right? .... i hope so... need to keep thinking to need those who needs me...love those who love me...depend on those who can depend on me... otherwise.......it is not necessary....