at times...

that I rather not think......
that I don't want to feel.....
that I care not to see...
that I prefer not to listen....

....he still can make me think, feel, see and listen.........

it shall be what it will be, without any help from me. I resign myself to the fate that be with no trust to anyone not even to myself.

my lips lie ...my heart speaks the truth and yet my brain runs when it shoul.

I shall let it be... without any help from me~

/lovey/