he is too much... i don't know what is the reason that he does this. why?
is it so hard to stop being indifferent towards me> I am not asking for a grand thing just to be a constant thing that I can rely on but then I have to always wonder when he will be there and when he doesn't care.

i am starting to depend on him again and need him, i must stop this. I can't and I shouldn't. it is so unpredictable with him. he makes me feel intruding in his life sometimes and yet he can also make me feel like I don't value him. what is it???

i can't be in this situation again - i just can't. he doesn't want to be a stable art of my life i should stop depending on him - stop needing him.

LG i miss you baby :(