My Hearts Desire

El tiempo que tuvimos, completos con altos y bajos seran una memoria que los dos conservaremos hasta nuestros ultimos respiros. Lo que creamos nos unio en un nivel que solo nosotros podremos entender. Me puedes dar las gracias por lo mejor pero eres todo tu. Estoy agradecida por el tiempo, las opurtunidades, las ensenanzas, lo ser-
Esto no es el final sino otro nivel en un camino diferente.

the time we had, complete with ups & downs, will be a memory both of us will keep until our last breath. What we created bonded us in a level only we can & will understand. You may thank me for the best you are now but that's all you.
I am thankful to you for the time, the chances, the learning - the being-
this is not the end just another level in a different path.


this is for the only one I have & will always considered my hearts desire. And we get our desires in different ways...even in the ways that at first we refuse to accept. But time will make it easier to understand and accept.

To those of you who laughed at me, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have cried.

To those of you who just couldn't love me, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have known real love.

To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have felt them.

To those of you who left me lonely, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have discovered myself.

But it is to those of you who thought I couldn't do it;

It is you I thank the most,

Because without you I wouldn't have tried.

Acceptance

I visited him, but this time no tears wet my cheeks. More of missing being there, knowing that is where I left what remained of him. I still miss him and still it hurts to miss him. But no more questions or blame in my heart. I have acceptance - peace, I guess.

I sit there with my feet hanging, almost touching the water. The pier looks the same, the water still cold. It was a cold, muggy day, but I sat there - happy to be there after a logn while. I used to sit there everyday - to cry.

It was a struggle, I still disappear. What is with a date but to help you remember more. I never forgot. I just learned how to ignore one moment at a time. However, I see it now as a part of my life path.

I can't wait to be with him - my angel...my LG